EP- Growing From a Love in Disguise
For those who misread love, recognized the illusion, and chose to move on
In a time where attention is sold as affection
and obsession is dressed up as love,
this is not a romance—
it is an unveiling.
Each track traces the arc from the first rush of
“this must be love,”
through the slow sting of doubt,
to the moment you finally see the illusion for what it is
and choose yourself instead.
This album is not a comfort.
It is for those who kept calling harm “passion,”
who stayed loyal to someone who never chose them,
who clung to promises that were never real.
It is for the heart that loved honestly,
saw the mask slip,
and still found the strength to walk away
from what once felt like everything.
For the ones who finally understood: it wasn’t love—only a lie.
EP- Growing From a Love in Disguise
5 Songs – 5 Stages of Inner and Collective Healing
① The Ocean’s Deception
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Healing StageThe first wound—the moment you fall for someone whose depth is only illusion. The self begins dissolving into fantasy
Emotional Energy: Entrancement, longing, confusion, subtle betrayal forming beneath beauty.
This stage reveals the origin of the hurt:
loving someone who looked like salvation but carried harm beneath the surface.
② The Allure of the Treacherous Ocean
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Healing Stage 2：Stabilizing Life – Problem Localization
Core Theme: Realizing the danger you mistook for love. Seeing the pattern. Naming what feels wrong.
Emotional Energy: Fear, awakening, conflicted attachment, the beginning of clarity.
Here, you begin stabilizing your inner world—
recognizing what is hurting you instead of romanticizing it.
③ Love Is Hurting
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Healing Stage 3：Ecological Awareness – Meaning Transformation
Core Theme: The emotional collapse—seeing how pain echoes through your habits, memories, body, and sense of self.
Emotional Energy: Heartbreak, self-blame, grief, the shift from “he hurt me” to “this is hurting my entire life.
This is the deep recalibration:
understanding the meaning of your pain and how it shaped you.
④ Love That Left Me Behind
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Healing Stage 4：Living Aliveness – Action Planning
Core Theme: Facing abandonment, reclaiming your worth, deciding to stop returning to someone who never showed up for you.
Emotional Energy: Sorrow turning to resolve; grief transforming into identity; rediscovery of self.
This is where you begin building a new emotional structure—
choosing yourself over someone who never chose you.
⑤ Done Playing Your Games
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Healing Stage 5：Vital Emergence – Integration & Closure
Core Theme: Final detachment. Naming the truth without fear. Taking your power back. Zero tolerance for manipulation.
Emotional Energy: Liberation, fire, confidence, unapologetic self-worth.
This is the rebirth.
The moment you no longer negotiate with harm.
The moment you walk out whole.